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I just saw my C Sharp coding mark. It was not surprising as I know that I am a VERY weak coder( actually, I just don't know how to code). I kind of expected that mark because during the test, I sat there for a long time freaking out and then just submitting it - which is not really good mind frame.

I am stressed about coding but I feel like I should treat coding as an obstacle to overcome and learn from rather than be afraid of it... It is learning a new language, which I suck at.
I am however, trying to improve my coding skills. I'm coding with Matthew every Friday morning and he is very helpful in explaining why and how everything works. I'm also trying to change my mind frame with coding. I find that I usually look at what we have to do and I get in this weird slump and procrastinate because my code is literally full of red squiggly lines. So right now, I'm adding little comments that remind of why I'm coding what I'm coding with little smiley faces just to make myself feel better which is really sad but works.

Also, this week I realised that I forgot to submit my Lab1 - I need to start writing in my diary and reminding myself about homework and submitting things on time